My darling is in her crib, chatting, sighing, & rolling to her hearts content. I struggle to let her be by herself. I want to be in there; I want to play with her and see her smile at me. I feel like I SHOULD be doing these things, to be a good mother. I have to remind myself, if she is happy, I'm doing my job. ...& I swear I have the happiest, sweetest darling ever. ...usually ;)
Before I'm in bed for the night, I always look in on jules. I cover her with a blanket because she usually kicks them off of her (she is restless) ...kiss a tiny palm or a soft foot. Why do I need to touch her? Why am I afraid I will wake up & this will be a dream? My darling daughter, so perfect. Xoxx
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